Shoo im effin up, gotta calm that shyt down...My weakness catchin up to me n tryna control it but don't know if I can. When I try it breaks, when I dont it breaks me. But shoo im happy glenpo stoppin fuckin up, now needa get amir wayne n bla'ah to stop shomking..and pigs fly. watevs. new years was alright though, lot better than christmas, though still kinda disapointing. Aishh, when I put myself out there, its in vain, so dont know why i do, better try n stop while i can..but it'll be hard. Hopefuly it goes well... PEACE NIKKAS =]